wow, now i really like have not written in here in like forever, i just kinda forgot to. But anyway so much shit has happened and i don't feel like typing it all out so i will only write about the most recent things. Most most important is that i like someone and i think i really like him, but he doesn't like me (cries) lol jk anyway ya i can't say who it is in case they read this although im like 99.9% sure that they already know i like them.. anyway it just sux... ya cause i am having the hardest time getting over him and i know that i eventually have to because i don't have a chance with him lol. ok i think ive said too much already i just had to get that off my chest cause i keep thinking about it soo.. i guess i'll go now...bye
hey, sorry i haven't written in a while, but i've been kinda busy with school starting and everything. And i fucking hate school, im so mad cause i have none of my friends in my classes, like joy or Brittany. And i don't even have lunch with Joy but at least i have brittany. so i barely get to see my friends but it's not that back cause i woudn't have much time to talk to them anyway but i do get to see them in the morning which is ok and my teachers are okay but all we do is take notes, nothing has been too hard yet
Bored.. so fucking bored... again, ya today was pretty bad cause i kinda had a mental breakdown lol cause i realized that i had given myself a tattoo, and i know im fucking stupid but i realized it would never come off and i got like freaked out. but then i kinda did get most of it off... but i won't give the details,lol, although you can still kinda see it.
my advice: don't do something or get something perminent on your body unless you know you'll want it forever,lol.
Hello... so bored... i have nothing to do lol i can't stand not having social interaction, no one is ever online and all my friends are always busy. Today Joy has tryouts for JV at hampshire. I hope she makes the team, but then there will be even less time for us to hang out cause she will always have practice or a game. Oh well, i want to do some sort of after school activity too but nothing appeals to me, i like sports i just don't want to be on a team, i would take an artclass but no one is offering what i want to learn, maybe I'm just too picky.
I've been entertaining myself with the new game i got, nintendogs, i know im a geek but i love it, it is so cute. I love all types of games my PS2 is my best friend, JK.
Last night i had a sleepover with my friend stephanie, we didn't stay up to late just basically watched tv oh ya and we gave ourselves tattoos, lol don't ask why i was just bored but it actually worked and now i have a little heart on my ankle so far nothing has gone wrong... lol no ink poisoning... lol, then today we went to the mall i wanted some new shirts and ya i got 2, but i also got some acne stuff.. not that i really have acne but i don't want to get it so i might as well start now i guess that's all not to eventful hope something fun happens when i get back to school, but i don't really want to go..lol
